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I am a calm laid back individual who is usually asleep. But when I'm not its hard to tell I'm not trying to be asleep. I play guitar/bass in my spare time. And listen to various genres of music. Predominately metal and rock.
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Sending YOU a PM.
I'm sorry to hear this man, sorry for your loss, and that I'm so late reading about it! Can't really imagine what it's like to lose someone that close, though eventually we'll all have to wear those shoes I guess. Closest I've lost was my grandma, but that still feels surreal, even though it was a couple of years ago. I have more memories of times when she was alive than I have of times when she's gone, so it's like the former still outweighs the other, and it's strange being in familiar places when she's not there.
Hope you're doing better now anyway. Though I'm not religious I like the notion that there's a link between this world and whatever's after, so we can still think of those that leave us and hold them close; so it's never too late to say the words you never said...
Yeah, life must go on, no matter what.
Yeah I know but it's fine. For the being late reading about this. But yeah. I mean we weren't super close for the past few years but I kinda wouldn't exist if it wasn't for her so....yeah... I've only ever had one grandparent die. And that was before I was born. All of my other grandparents are in their 80s at the moment. Anyways. Sorry to hear about YOUR loss for that. It's been a weird year for me. I replied to DefonesFan665 about all the shit I've been through lately.
Also sorry for not getting back to you sooner. I was planning to but I've been busy the past few weeks with only a bit of time to do anything other than work or other stuff around the house and whatnot.
Yeah, for sure, even if you were distant those are bonds you can't really break, by intent or no. Hope your grandparents live a long time at least (and others you hold close) ! My grandma made it till 93, and it was somewhat expected that she wouldn't last much longer, so no worries. Much worse when it's unexpected... or when age isn't the culprit. My grandpa on my mother's side died when I was tiny btw, and I never knew my dads parents.
But anyway, that is one crazy year you've been living. Hope you pull through stronger, and remember the good memories over the bad ones.
Rather heart broken myself lately (and yeah, the same story as 4 years ago, only.. it feels more legit this time) http://vicariouse.newgrounds.com/news/post/976592
Hope you've at least gotten partial control of your PS4, your bro can't assume it's his to pick up or put down at will (re: last PM). Sure hope your Christmas was better than mine, my sis didn't even call me, like she said she would... and in the past day she's been having rolling earthquakes, nothing severe though
Happy birthday.....
Thanksss
Happy birthday! How's it hangin
Thanks. And good I guess? Honest to god not much has been going on on my end since this post.
Big-Boss
If you ever need to talk about it I'm here for you,
I lost my mom when I was eight, so I know what it's like to lose a parent.
Viper
Well over the past year now, 4 people I've known (be it from being related or otherwise) have died.
My aunt from cancer, my mom from being murdered, and both my sister's boyfriend's grandpa and an old classmate who I graduated with from suicide. One of my other aunt's dog died the day before Halloween and just this morning I prevented an electrical fire when I was the only person in my house who was awake. So yeah. Pretty crazy year for me...